However, this morning I feel a little better. Only that last night was a waste of everyones time for the desired goal - me on way to new girlfriend. None the less, it was good fun, if a little over-extended and I *do* have a new friend -just not in the way anticipated. So not a complete waste of an evening.

There is more here than I have the strength to be involved in. Thats all that I want to say for now.