Miserable again. Does anyone know a good hole I can crawl into?

I didn't even manage to send a complete application to Oklahoma, as there is extra application information on the website. I have tried emailing them to see if I can postpone for a year or to see what else they advise. I need a holiday, this has been far to stressful. Also Boston have yet to get back to me about my possible application withdrawal, I still don't know if that's what I need to do.

And I am already behind on study for this terms courses.

Now I really think I might cry.