Wow, I am so broken! Crying again today over lunch of all things, basically because Ellie came back and I missed her a lot. How sad am I. However, I have been told to "stop being so hard on myself" and this I intend to do.

So tonight I will study, and attempt to get some of my dissertation written. Also finish my room. Enjoy myself a little bit and relax the vice like grip I have around my neck. Shed the millstones as it were.

Also I had a really great lunch today, chocolatey burger! Yes, the real deal, one standard beef burger in a bun with chocolate sauce and sliced banana, with chips and salad. yum yum. :)